I'm Me....Nothings gonna change my world.

Get inside my head...

Recently, I feel like I have learned alot about myself and the people I associate myself with. I have learned that there are some people who say they will be there for you when you need help and actually are. To the people who have been there for me lately, or any time in my life, I would just like to say thankyou and I appreciate you. (especially my parents who always are there for me when I need help)

I have also learned that some people who you think care about you, will leave you high and dry at a time you need them most. Although it sucks when you find out someone you thought you were close with isnt there for you, its a learning experiance and makes you realize whats important.

I know im not perfect, as no one truely is, but I also know that im a good person. Ask any one of the people who really know me and they will agree. I try hard to make people happy and when I do something that I realize is wrong I will be the first to apologize and do what I can to make it better. I do the best I can. If you think im an asshole or just not a good person you obviously dont know the real me.

If you make every effort to show someone you care about them and to make them happy and they dont even make an attempt to show you, then you need to realize there is someone out there who really will care about you and show you the same respect you show them. Even if it hurts for a while there are many fish in the sea and eventually you will be happy with someone who truely cares about you, which is better then being with that person who means the world to you and will hurt you always by not careing.

I got some big plans for my near future and I also have set some goals and am aspiring to new ambitions. I am going to focus on being a good, selfless person and try to make people happy. I feel when the people around me are happy, it makes me happy . I wont regret anything or anyone in my life I will just accept it as an experiance and learn from it. Everything happens for a reason even if it doesnt go the way you planned.

Its summer time now, my favorite time of the year, and life is good. Even though I have problems in my life like everyone else, I will make the best out of it and enjoy the ride. I am happy with who I am and will not change that for no one. I can not put it any better then the brilliant Mr. Joe Dirte` when he says, "Lifes a garden Dig it." You can not let anything bring you down. life is short.